It's been awhile since' i've written in my blogger. I will try to update as best i can.

I have finished another year of school. It's all over and im glad. School in the past three months, have been really taxing on me. I realized for the first time this week is God. God is the one i so desperatly come to need. He is the one that walks with my to class and holds my hand through some of the hardest things i've faced this year. I've come to discover; as we get older in life; and we face being on our own. God is the only one I want in my life. How can i put this more; i so desperatley need my father. I cant live without Him. As much as I've cried, feeling i want just to die, God was listening. The loss of my friend, the heartache ive suffered God put me through this to only push His importance in my life this year.

It's been another year of my life; of college and i feel like God has given me Him and i need to give Him Me. I plan to make this summer in really knowing God deeper; forgetting the past; the person who i am and i will make a change.

I never will look back on the year and say why? Why did God let me face such brokeness, despair, hurt at times. I sometimes wonder so hard why ? but God says "Your my child I love You" .

I take this summer as an opportunity an opportunity to Grow Closer to My Father. The One true Thing in my life Jesus Christ.