Today (Sunday)--Is mother's day.... and my mom is gone to be with the Lord. And im ok with that. -My Mom is with Him and thats where she belongs.

On the other hand, God is working .... I can feel and I see it. I got the job at GapKids. I will be officially starting on Monday....Im really still worried about the money Situation. Ive overdrafted my account by accident .. I know GOD will take care of that. I have come to find out that Going to church on Sunday's have been really helpful....I've feel so drawn to what steve had shared with us today. especially about the are we impatient with GOD? Do we constantly wait on God to give us something? He used the example of Abram. When Sarai was impatient in having a child. and she Doubted God. She doubted the Lord would give her a child at her age. Steve has been sharing the many names of God with us today was el shaddai Which means God Almighty who is all sufficient. Ive come before Him to realize : GOD IS ENOUGH. I think that more over, that even though i worry about things like money, jobs, friends, that God is amazingly has become so apparent in Really revealing Who He is. I feel that God has worked already, he provided me with a job, and some people left here to talk to. He's been working out things in this whole dating thing "when i dont realize it". I didnt realize that He's become my sufficent. I dont really think about dating. Also 1Corinthians 7 Has been helpful in that sorta of thing.


Sometimes I wish everyone were single like me—a simpler life in many ways! But celibacy is not for everyone any more than marriage is. God gives the gift of the single life to some, the gift of the married life to others.- 1 Corinthians 7:7

I think That God..has sustained himself right now..especially in planting and showing visually He provides, for a job. Also..He seems to work in Church also showing me the words that I needed to hear... God Is ENOUGH.