Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Things have been coming and going, and so have feelings. I have re-entered school, and even though i am feeling the stress, i am enjoying it. I have got myself back into attending church on a regular basis, and i really like it. I have met some good friends, and also joining MetroServe. Which is service to different Organizations . I am excited to get to know people in my church. Things are busy and back in the swing. When coming back from a very long and stressful break (because of the sexual assault, i was sexually Assaulted over Christmas break by someone who i didn't know. it was just one of those things, i am fine but still it was pretty scary). I wasn't ready to come back, but after recommiting to the Lord, and make things right, i knew that my purpose for the semester was. I am only taking 12 credits, due to a scheduling conflict. So it gives me a chance to get involved in things. So the first Sunday back it, snows like crazy and i walk to church in it, thinking "I could of stayed in bed why am i out here" and i was determined no matter how unhappy i was to go to church. Though i am extremely glad that i went. Because the service was all about "God's Timing" and the pastor talked alot about how we can not rush that master of time. and how, we must be patient. God knows, what he is doing and He can not be rushed. The pastor was like even though we are frustrated, angry, and bitter because we don't get what we want, there are lessons that we learn in the time of not getting exactly what we want, that sermon was right down my alley. Because i had been frustrated about not dating anyone. So it was perfect, I had been praying about God working in my life, and i can see HE is, Also monday afternoon i am assuming, my grandpa (of my mom's side) passed away, so now i really have to deal with that and the stress of school and all the assignments i have due next week, so i am going home this weekend to be with my family for the funeral. Other than that, i am sadened by the loss of my Grandpa, and i haven't been praying for my family like i should. Also, i was just talking to my aunt about going to see him, and now he's gone. That was really hard and i am angry at myself for not going to see him. that really angered me. So yes, that's pretty much the whole entire of things that are going on, and i also got a job, so now im working to with school, church and service this promises to be a busy semester. so much love.
-always
Alex
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