Fall break is almost... here,
and im fiding myself forcing to get everything done so i can just enjoy the time i will be in chicago.
Such as page layouts, photography work, and various other things that really need to be taken care of.
things have been just so overwhelming for me latley, especially and it just seems like i cry at the drop of a hat. i kinda feel like im having the relapse of depression again, and i've gotten into fights with everyone it seems.
ive cried and cried, but no one sees it. I try and i try but things just arent seeming much better, although i trudge on to make the best of it.
today in Com design 1 i was doing a page layout dedicated laurie, and i was thinking about those words that Elke seem to utter two years ago, "you don't know how cool laurie thought you were" i guess i will never know what she meant by that; and how i told brain steck that i was finally accetped into college, and it wasn't so long ago that we saw each other at winter camp and laurie was there? Two years seem to go by so fast. Things change and i changed.
But to dear sweet laurie: you dont know how cool you are!

Well i think im gonna go wrap pauls b.day present and clean my room!


all the best.